my first real blog and i find myself preparing to treat this much more like a diary entry, not that it matters really, does it? i'm hoping not. so hmm...today i discovered that i am pregnant. two weeks pregnant to be exact. congratulations. *rolls eyes* whatever. i guess that's why chandler is always calling me ross's cum dumpster...*sigh* i never pictured it happening this way but it did.

"I always thought I'd be a mom

Sometimes I wish for a mistake!"

       - No Doubt

ross and i have decided that we're going to have the baby. he actually seems happy about it so i know i don't have to worry about him leaving or anything. still, i am totally suffering this mind fuck. i could really do without it. i didn't go to work today, which was bad bad bad. ugh...well anyway...that's it for my first blogger. i have to go get some dinner.